To: Vanessa

      Yes, it is one month away and I think you're really excited about what happened on June 22, 1987. That day was probably one of the happiest days of your life. Even though you weren't born yet, I bet you are very happy and grateful that what happened that day happened... Just thinking about it excites you... Woman you've really fallen in love... AWWWW, Vanessa's first love. I thought that I won't be there when you find your first love because we go to different schools. Luckily for me... I was there when you started talking about your "Camry Guy".
      For people who don't know what happened that awesome historical moment, it is the day when... *drum roll*... LEE MIN HO was born... and in exactly one month, it will be his birthday. All of his fans around the world will celebrate with him. One of his fans, Vanessa is really excited even though it is still one month away. Here's a picture for you Vanessa :

Isn't this like your favorite picture???

This post is completely dedicated to Vanessa, my best friend, cat buddy, and most importantly THE PERSON WHO IS COMPLETELY IN LOVE WITH LEE MIN HO!!!  <3  <3 <3  <3  <3

ENJOY!!!

Realizing...

      This is just sad... really... it's just so sad I can't even... Ughhhhhhh!!! Ok... anyway today I just realized how old I am getting. It was a normal day like usual, I came home from school at around 4:30... My baby nephew (who is my cousin's baby) came over because it was his grandpa's birthday (which was my uncle). My sister and I played with him a lot. He climbed on the top bunk of my bed and started to throw my stuffed animals down to the floor. We played a game where he threw the plush toy down and my sister and I catches it and tries to throw it back on the bed while stting on the floor. We played for five minutes and I got really tired for some reason. Then, I got up from the floor and my back made a *CRACK* sound. Oh man I am getting old...
      And to make it worse, my cousin, who is in his late twenties, walks into my house tells me that I am an aunt. Me, a girl who is just in her freshman year of high school, someones aunt... Well, not that I didn't already know, but when he said that I started to count, how many nieces and nephews do I have? And OMG, the results:
I have:
5 nephews and 3 nieces...
Man... I am too young for this....
*SIGH*
And that was me ranting on and on about how old I am getting... Life is too short.... I am already a freshmen in high school and it 4 years, I'll graduate high school to go to college and time is going to fast.... I WANNA BE BACK IN PRE-SCHOOL... Those good time where you could sleep in school, where you won't get yelled at for sleeping during class.... And how you would get cookies and milk before you took a nap...
Those good old time...
PS: Vanessa, I am really sorry... i couldn't save the bunny you gave me... my baby nephew ended up throwing that off my bed... but the good news is I caught it before it fell on the floor.....

The Knife Game

      Yes...the knife game. I found this video on YouTube and it is really...can't describe with words. Basically, there is a guy who plays the knife game. You're suppose to sing this song while doing it:

"I have all my fingers, the knife goes chop chop chop

If I miss the spaces in between, my fingers will come off

And if I hit my fingers, the blood will soon come out

But all the same, I play this game, cause that's what it's all about

Oh, Chop Chop Chop Chop Chop Chop Chop

I'm picking up the speed

And if I hit my fingers then my hand will start to bleed"

      The point of this game is to not stab your fingers with the knife and if you do, well, you'll start to bleed or...you could cut a finger off. I tried doing it with a pencil and I succeeded. I don't intend on doing it with a knife because...I ain't crazy. I don't recommend trying this out with the knife because you'll end up needing a paramedic. And you don't want that.
Here's the link to the video (1 hour edition):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u4CLa5fCybc

       The first time I saw this video, I was really worried that the guy will get hurt but he didn't. But there are other videos where the person does start to bleed and it's really bloody....

Spring Break ENDING...

     Spring Break has finally ended. I am going to miss sleeping late and waking up at 1 in the afternoon. Why must all good things come to an end??? But I am not too depressed because over spring break, I feel like I've accomplished so many things. Since I didn't want to waste one week being bored, I tried to cook some foods from different cultures to see if I can make them taste good. For the break, I made a total of four dishes: Korean spicy rice cakes (aka ddukbokki), sushi,  Korean black bean noodles (aka Jjajangmyeon), and chocolate. Here is how they turned out:

Ddukbokki:

Sushi:

Jjajangmyeon:

Chocolate:

      It was some good food. Except there was a little problem with the ddukbokki. It was TOO spicy. I know that they were suppose to be spicy rice cakes, but I made the flavor too intense. If it wasn't too spicy, I  would have eaten it all. Also it was so spicy that I cried while trying to finish it and half way through, my whole face swelled up...so I had to stop.
      This spring break, other than making food, I also started to study for my regents. This year I am taking the Geometry and Living Environment Regents. I am really determined to get a really good grade. I have really high hopes for myself. I will do my best and not let myself down. In order to get a good grade, I made my parents buy me the Barron's book for both regents. The Regents are only 2 months away, I must study hard!!!

I Keep Thinking About... (Quick Post)

      If I don't find out soon, I am gonna go crazy. As I was talking to my sister about body parts, this guy named Shin popped up in my head. I am trying to find out where he is from. He is driving me crazy!!! I won't be able to sleep until I know who he is. All I know about him is that he's either:

• from a Korean or Japanese drama
• from an anime or
• from a manga

Man...this name is driving me nuts. I've been trying to figure this out for an hour. SOMEBODY HELP ME!!! If I don't figure this out my sister will keep bothering me and asking me what part of the body she is pointing at...and it will always be the SHIN!!! I am 100% sure he exist, so I am not imagining things. But where do I know him from???...this is what I get from watching too many dramas & anime and reading so many manga...I gots to remember so many characters names. MY LIFE IS SO SAD!!!

IT'S FRIDAY!!!

     YES, YES, YES !!!!! Today is Friday!!! The end of the week...el fin de semana...週の終わり...금주의 끝...結束的一周...la fin de la semaine...Das Ende der Woche. Yeah, I like to put things in different languages because I am so excited. The reason: it's Friday and it was a half day at school.  I left school at 11:20 am and it was awesome...except for the fact that when my friends and I were waiting for the bus...it took a long time so... we ran to another bus stop looking like lunatics. The people behind us probably thought we were insane...because we are.

      Since today was a half day, I got home early and decided to cook something. My sister wanted to try cream spaghetti so I tried to make it. This was my first time so I wasn't sure how it was going to turn out. Luckily...a friend came over to help. But when we got to my house, I was forced to watch a scary movie while the food was cooking. The movie was a Japanese horror movie called "A Slit Mouthed Woman Carved Kuchisake Onna".  I only finished half because it is took damn scary...I am going to have nightmares...so if you guys wanna watch it look it up on YouTube and make sure you watch the first season...it 's suppose to be the scariest...in fact I'm gonna put a link here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZCS2E--kmt0 

WATCH IT...IF YOU DARE!!!
      While watching the movie I had to hug something (the something I hugged was the bunny Vanessa gave me for my birthday...thank you for giving that to me or else I'd probably die) and use it to block the computer screen when I scary part came on...I know I sound like a baby but you try watching it alone and let me know how it turns out for you...So half way into the movie I gave up because I was about to have a heart attack. I have no idea how it ends and I don't want to know because I'll be scared for life (and my friend won't tell me the ending). Anyway back to the food...you might think that when I stepped away to watch the movie, the food probably got burned, fortunately that wasn't the case. When I went back to cooking the food, I almost messed up but my friend helped me so much...he was awesome at cooking. Then, my sister came home and brought like 4 friends over to try my food, they said the food tasted good but I fell like I could've done better. Good thing nobody died from eating my food or else I'll be responsible for 6 deaths.

      Wow...I have to say, today was the best half day I've had in ages. It was so much fun to try to cook something I've never done before without any explosions, deaths or lighting my house on fire. So...that is all...GOOD NIGHT EVERYBODY!!!

I WANT TO CRY!!!

      These days I really want to just let my tears flow out. Holding these emotions back is so hard. But I can't express my true feelings in front of other people or else I might seem weak. Crying is the most important thing to a person because this action isn't easy to do. When you cry it means that your sad about something and as the tears run out of your eyes, it can make you feel better. I really want to cry these days........................................the reason is............................................

SCHOOL IS SO HARD!!!! I've been sleeping so late this week and my dark circles are getting worse by the second. There is just too much homework that I have to end up using my lunch period to do them. Also I've been doing homework in other classes. How can there be so much stress in a high school students life? Another thing is my gym class...oh...it is a pain in my butt...literally my butt hurts...a lot as well as my arms, legs, fingers, toes, neck, head and back. Even the little hairs on my body hurts. Those places have been hurting since Tuesday because my teacher is crazy. In school, I am taking aerobics in replacement of regular gym. I never wanted aerobics, I signed up for dance and this is what I get... UGGGGHHHHH!!!
      I also want to cry because my sister is replaying this K-POP song called Hello by Nu'est. OK...I am complaining about this not because I don't like K-POP. It's because the song sounds so...I can't find the words to describe it. Before my sister had the song she was singing it and it sounded better than when the actual group was singing. This is what I said to her when she played it over he phone:
*my sister downloads the song Hello*
*she plays it really loud*
Me: WHAT IS THAT???
Sister: Ohh...it's the song Hello by Nu'est...
Me: You mean that song you were singing for the past three days???
Sister: Yeah...
Me. OMG!!! I can't believe  am saying this but...you sound better singing it than the group Nu'est.

*sister stares at me with a blank expression*
Me: I am being serious...I think you sound better when singing it because the background music isn't playing...the melody sounds...blehh...
Sister: REALLY??? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
      Another thing I wanna cry about is...this is a stupid issue but...it really bothers me...so this person wrote on their blog about the Korean drama Flower Boy Next Door...and it turns out...my sister is watching that drama also...this really bothers me because my sister and the person have so much in common, they like to annoy me until my last breathe.

      OK...that's all I have to cry about for now so until next time...